It has been confirmed. I got C6 for my Chinese O levels, with a pass for Orals. Shiet. I knew it, I'll never do well for Orals. Geez.

I'm so depressed and disheartened. I will re-take the Chinese O levels at the end of the year but how much can they pull up? A C6 to a C5? Maybe a B4, but only in my dreams, really. *Sigh*... Now, I'm so worried for O level E-Maths. Why?

You see..I've never gotten a C6 for Chinese before. I've always been getting B4, close to B3 for the Prelims. But how come the sudden drop from B4 to C6? WHY!!!!!! I don't understand. Is it because the teachers are too strict? If that's the case, I rather have a tougher paper. ~_~" So that the teachers won't mark so strict. Arghhh. Damn.

The funniest thing was I didn't cry when the VP showed me my results. Just stayed calm and relax. Yup. Now, I'm back at home, trying to control my tears. ~_~" I think that's what people call....slow reaction. Lols. Wayyyyyyy too slow reaction.

Should I still re-take Chinese? Maybe I should just try my luck at the end of the year.